This week with noha

I am writing this post again as the one I wrote is lost after publishing :( Google are you listening.

Noha and I met thrice this week. First noha called me on Thursday eve and asked if I could come for shopping. Noha wanted to buy shirt for me and I asked noha to go home as it was raining. After a while I asked noha if Noha reached home and noha said that he is coming over to my room and would not stay for more than 7:30pm, it was already 7pm. Noha said so coz I had told noha that i would be moving to gym. Noha came to room with new Wills shirt for kotoo. I held the shirt and said that I would not wear it as my noha brought it but noha insisted on to wear it. I asked noha to sleep for some time and leave after 8. My noha had slept at 1:30am night and was missing me. I was trying hard to make noha sleep but noha wanted to  talk to me and kept saying I love you. I could hardly make noha sleep for 5 mins. Soon it was 8:15 and noha had to go home....

Noha had booked movie tickets for Harry Potter and we met on Friday. Noha. Noha and I went to Taco Bell though none of us liked it. Soon we were in theater holding hands during movie. Since I don't follow Harry Potter noha was trying hard to make me understand and I said this move is about good man and bad man. I was crying a little during movie and asked my noha was consoling me. My noha liked movie lot and I like my noa tons........

Noha said that he would be coming to Jaynagar and we met again in afternoon. Noha was worried that I would be hungry and wanted me to eat. I asked noha if i could eat non veg and noha said I should if I want. It's been about 8 months since I had non veg. I left non veg since I went to noha's house during last Diwali. Noha and I had lunch together and then we had ice cream also..........

This was one of the bestest week, noha and I met thrice. Thank you god.........

Noha and Kotoo met on Friday (15th July 2011) :-*

Noha and Kotoo were missing each other badly and met on Friday. Noha and Kotoo met and decided to go to Shoppers stops. Noha bought one watch there and kotoo bought UG. Noha wanted to buy tshirt or at least wanted to pay for my UG. I wanted to buy jacket for my noa but we did not get any thing good and noha did not want me to spend money. Noha sent me this song that day -

Then Noha and I went to Pizza Hut and had lots of Pizza. Then noha and I caught an auto to come to my room. Noha and I were tired and all ready to sleep. I slept in noha's arms, some times I said noha noha noha, kissed my noha, held my noha's hand tight. Noha and I were so happy, we spent one full night together after long time. Noha kissed me many times night many many times..........

Noh and kootoo kept crying and crying...

It was Tuesday (2nd July) eve when I had did not come to noha's cab. Noha and I work in different offices and I has li argument with one of the cab member and I walk out of cab to be gone in late eve cab. Noha kept calling me in eve and I did not pick up. Then noha said that he would sleep immediately after I talk to him and called back noha and all in tears. Noha asked me "kotoo" come on skype for 5 mins and I agreed. Noha and I were on skype seeing each other crying, I asked noha to get a life, I am no good for him and he kept insisting that he can not live with out me. At about 11:30pm we bid good night.

Wednesday eve noha was asking me to meet and I said that other roomy would be here. Thursday morning again noha send one sms and I agreed. We met in the eve and got in to auto. Noha kept saying "I love you I love you" and I kept talking about  noha's new home. Noha looked very disturbed and I began to cry after a while. Noha consoled me and said to not not cry. I was talking to noha as if some friend and noha asked me why I was being so formal. We got down to a place lil distant from my room and I asked noha when he got up in morning and noha said 3:45am, noha kept crying in morning. I asked noha that we would buy apple and we reached home. I washed one apple and noha chopped it. I ask noha to eat and sleep. It was only third bite that noha and I started crying. Noha hugged me and was filled with tears. I asked noha to not cry and sleep in my arms, noha said he wants to talk to me. I told noha he should get a life partner, being with me noha would never be happy. I am a cynical psycho and no one can ever be happy with me. To which noha said that I am best noha has in life. Noha prays to god every single day about my happiness. Noha kept saying kootoo, kootoo, kootoo, brimmed with tears, I was trying to console noha. Noha said he wants to ask me what I had few week ago - "Just to meet me to see once for 5 mins even if it is in a year".

I can not ctrl my tears writing this blog post. What good I have done to be loved so much by my noha. This life is going to be lifeless with out noha. Me moron who never believed in love has fallen in love with my noha.

We had only apple and I was able to stop noha from crying. Noha kept head near my heart and was inconsolable. I did not know how to stop noha from crying and kept patting head. After a while noha slept. My noha sleeps really well in my arms. I had turned on music and this song was being played -

After a while noha I had noha sleeping, close to my heart and I was kissing noha's neck. Noha took turn, had his back towards me and holding my hand and I held noha tight to never let him go. After some time I woke up noha, noha had to go back to his home. Noha looked happy and so was kotoo. I dropped noha till auto and moved for lunch.

Noha and I are forever, there is no life with out noha. I love you noha and noha loves kotoo...
God, I know you are there coz you got me love