3rd of march 2014 I moved to Berlin in hope of new life. Day by day it became more clear that I can not be with noa and I was not able to take burden of postponing marriage time and again in India. I decided to leave India and I am in Berlin today.
I met many guys in India to know if I can find a new noa bit nothing worked. In just 20 days in Berlin I met three guys and did not click any thing with any of them. And then was thee Dominik.
I met Dominik on grindr and he showed willingness to meet. I was in office apartment when I finally met him.
He is such a noble and kind person. Dominik was showing me around he city and this was the happiest day for me since I came to Berlin. I truly enjoyed time with him. He came to office apartment with me and left after a while. Once he was gone then I began to feel great void, the void which I used to feel when noa would leave for home. It is not that I have not met other guys after noa but I never felt such void once I was done meeting and talking to any of those guys. I had not had this feeling from long and meeting Dominik just once brought the feelings of being bogged down back to me.
I was not able to focus much on work next week, I kept thinking about the time I spent with Dominik, it seemed so beautiful and I wished I had more time to talk to him. Dominik offered to help me in moving to my new apartment on coming Saturday. Meanwhile I had let Dominik know that I was missing not meeting him. Initially he laughed off but then he said that his approach is going to be slower and he wants to know some one relaxed.
I remember when I told him in past that I would find a nice man and move with him then he had said laughingly that "I am a nice man but one has to be patient with me"....
Any way, I met Dominik again on Saturday. He brought his car and helped me move. We had lunch in an Italian restaurant though I found food aweful. Dominik told me that he slept in the morning 5 am previous night and I asked him to go home soon to take rest. Thought I was sad to see him go, I could not have been so selfish. I bid him good bye and I was happy that I met him. I hope to meet him again, he is such a nice company to spend time with...
I met many guys in India to know if I can find a new noa bit nothing worked. In just 20 days in Berlin I met three guys and did not click any thing with any of them. And then was thee Dominik.
I met Dominik on grindr and he showed willingness to meet. I was in office apartment when I finally met him.
He is such a noble and kind person. Dominik was showing me around he city and this was the happiest day for me since I came to Berlin. I truly enjoyed time with him. He came to office apartment with me and left after a while. Once he was gone then I began to feel great void, the void which I used to feel when noa would leave for home. It is not that I have not met other guys after noa but I never felt such void once I was done meeting and talking to any of those guys. I had not had this feeling from long and meeting Dominik just once brought the feelings of being bogged down back to me.
I was not able to focus much on work next week, I kept thinking about the time I spent with Dominik, it seemed so beautiful and I wished I had more time to talk to him. Dominik offered to help me in moving to my new apartment on coming Saturday. Meanwhile I had let Dominik know that I was missing not meeting him. Initially he laughed off but then he said that his approach is going to be slower and he wants to know some one relaxed.
I remember when I told him in past that I would find a nice man and move with him then he had said laughingly that "I am a nice man but one has to be patient with me"....
Any way, I met Dominik again on Saturday. He brought his car and helped me move. We had lunch in an Italian restaurant though I found food aweful. Dominik told me that he slept in the morning 5 am previous night and I asked him to go home soon to take rest. Thought I was sad to see him go, I could not have been so selfish. I bid him good bye and I was happy that I met him. I hope to meet him again, he is such a nice company to spend time with...